About

From the Past to the Present

Lélekkapu was launched in 2007 as an online home for the different approaches and practices I was working with at the time. By the time my first website appeared, I had already been supporting people for several years — although this was never a conscious career decision on my part. I simply found myself drawn into it.

Back then, I worked as a graphic designer in advertising and, to put it mildly, life had not exactly been easy on me. At first, all I wanted was to make my own difficult periods a little more bearable. To find strength even when something felt overwhelmingly hard.

Out of that search came the conversations that gradually led my friends to turn to me. Then friends of friends. And eventually people I had never met before. 

For a very long time, I was driven by convictions rooted in belief. I searched for the method that would solve everything and for the most authentic spiritual teachings. Again and again, I believed I had found the Holy Grail — the “true” path, the “perfect” method. And, of course, every time I eventually had to face disappointment.

Eventually, I let go of searching for different paths, teachings and solutions.

 Who we are behind all the theories and striving — and how we are able to connect with one another — matters far more.

Lélekkapu programs offer a space where we can simply be ourselves — without expectations, without trying to find solutions, and without goals.

When all of that falls away, what matters becomes visible.

Life in Tenerife

In 2019, completely unexpectedly and without much preparation, my husband and I decided to move to this extraordinarily diverse island. 

And although such a change may sound idyllic from the outside, moving to another country is never truly easy. It not only pulls us out of our comfort zone — it also shows us, with surprising precision, where we really are within ourselves.

As I mentioned at the beginning, Lélekkapu has changed along with me over the years. For a while, this website focused on life in Spain and the experience of moving countries. Now I have returned to the foundations.

Because what still feels true to me is that receptive attention, deep empathy, and the freedom of intuition and creativity can bring us closer to a kind of love that reaches beyond our ordinary human emotions.  

That is what Lélekkapu is about.